It was supposed to be a cheerful day out at the market , coffee with friends and then some painting in the afternoon.

But I was ambushed by uncomfortable feelings.

I think I’m nearly back to normal now…….

It might just be something to do with coming out of hibernation and wondering if this life is enough.

I’d like to make a difference.

But other than that today was cold , windy and sunny and I didn’t paint as much as I wanted to.

I’ve decided that ,all being well, I can paint all day tomorrow. There is no point in painting when I think everything I paint is boring. It’s better to wait till the next day and find some meaning and purpose.

As I plan to finish 2 paintings this week….meaning and purpose will need to show up tomorrow morning around 8am.

I took some photos on the way to the market.

It’s still windy outside and I might need to go out later.

But in the meantime it’s time to turn on the heater and drink a glass of wine.

Cheers🍷🍷